cheater cheater big fat eater

I've cheated on my light eating so much this week. I haven't really updated much because I feel guilty about how I've been eating.

 It's so hard. I love food. My boyfriend and his family know I love food. It's not getting easier. It's not in our budget to buy separate food for separate meals. Sure I made little adjustments here and there like choosing fruit over fries. I need to do more. I really need to eat less. AND EXERCISE! I need to make time.

cute shirt I didn't want to part with but gave to my (boyfriend's) niece

I hate the way I feel when I can't button up my pants. Or how I know I should toss out a bunch of old clothes because I know I can't wear them anymore but it's hard. I'm struggling. I need self-control.

Today for breakfast/lunch I ate a slice of leftover pizza with scrambled eggs on top and for a drink I had orange juice.