I hate when I feel unbalanced and there's a heavy weight on my chest. I'm the type of person that likes to stick to a schedule. This week my set Monday schedule was thrown in the aair by a second party and now it's affecting my Tuesday and possibly my next paycheck. It's making me feel pressured and worried.

July 21

9:00pm stuck at home staring at wall. What fun!

July 20

Sad and tired eyes

July 19

Pet

my mood in less than 5 words...

source

Frustrated, disappointed and feeling insufficient.

Photo a day - july 5 - 7

Day 5 - on the floor

Day 6 - chair

Day 7 - garden (my MIL's)

#photoadayJuly - July 4

Fun - Messing around with makeup to create a festive eyeshadow look is fun. I think it's too hot to do anything else fun right now. Well scratch that, if I was in Florida, I would've been at Disney sporting this fun festive look.

#photoadayJuly - 3

Best part of my day - coming home and sitting with boyfriend and pup.

Photo a day - July 2

Busy

Healthy Divas in July

Although I'm not exactly a healthy eater or a lover of working out I love reading Katie's blog at Healthy Diva Eats. Today, well rather yesterday she posted about "Healthy Divas in July" on Instagram. I wanna play along for some of the days.

 Day 1 is labeled as "pink". I drank my morning coffee and some milk out of my PINK mug. Although in the picture above, the cup is empty.

#photoadayJune - wrap up

Days 22, 24, 26 - 30

from a high angle (22)

on my mind

on my mind (24)

 (24)Thinking of the days of high school. My best year was my junior year because I was on the dance team. It's making me a little sad thinking about it. Especially because I lost all my yearbooks, pictures and scrapbooks from high school :( It also makes me sad that I lost contact with my group of friends from high school. 10 year reunion is in September. I won't be going because it'll make me feel awkward and out of place.

where you shop (26)

Even though I like Target more, I shop at Walmart the most because it's convenient. It's not like I do MUCH shopping for clothes and whatnot anyways.

bathroom (27)

This has got to be the weirdest bathroom color combo I have ever seen. The pink makes me happy though.

on the shelf (28)

Our dining room has these cupboards built into the walls. My MIL let me use one just for my Disney stuff.

soft (29)

Fleece pajamas, nothing softer than that.

a friend (30)

My friends from my first real job. This was at my friend's baby shower. I miss my friends...a lot. Looking for this picture made me upset and lonely.

#photoadayJune - day 20

favorite photo I've taken

This is my favorite photo that I've taken in the month of June. It was a fun day at the new Disney resort.

Photo a day - July 1

Self portrait.

Fatmumslim wrote that she is testing out shuttercal. Although I don't have an iPhone, I'm going to test it out this month too. Here's my calendar.