Well towards the end of 2014 my boyfriend told me one of the sentences I've been waiting to hear for a few years now..."I'm ready for a kid".
So I thought that since we were both finally ready, maybe baby would happen. Well January 28th came and so did my visitor. Although I was hoping not to see her, I kind of expected her since it does take a little time. What I wasn't expecting was to be so emotional about it this time. Sure every month is a disappointment but this time I felt so heavy. I feel like my life is incomplete. I didn't want to eat, didn't want to see anyone and didn't want to work. My boyfriend was supportive and provided comfort and told me we could try again.
In the back of my mind, I worry that it just won't happen for me. I know we've only NTNP but I'm 31 years old and feel like my time is running out. All around me, women are having babies who are half my age.
I hope I get my chance. I started taking Prenatals again. I'll be going to the doctor soon to make sure everything is in working order. I'm going to try making healthier choices and drink more water. Other than that I don't know what else to do just yet. Any suggestions be sure to let me know.
Until next time...
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