Random thoughts on work

I'm disappointed. I wanted more hours for work but they aren't available for me. I can fight for more hours at my other job but that seems pointless because there's a barrier. Besides I don't consider that as my "real" job. Its terrible that I can't pick up more hours with my main job. Ii can't go into too much detail but I wish it was set in stone that the hours I currently have I can count on them